It is now 2.30am and I am still awake. I have been trying to sleep since 11.30am. Could this be the ‘teh tarik’ I had during lunch? This is absolutely abnormal, for me to be unable to sleep!
My heart felt so disturbed since Monday night, after a 2 hours chat with a friend. Betrayed. Disappointed. Heartbroken. There were so many feelings at a same time. I can hardly expressed. Someone whom I trusted so much, convinced me that he’s trustworthy, just broke all promises. Things were not the same after that night. We’ve never spoken anything but work-related. We’ve never call each other unless it’s necessary, also work-related. He’s trying hard to gain my eye contact but I just could not put myself into it and respond.
Silent conversation. That is what we’re having.
Could this be the main reason that is keeping me awake now?
Goodnight.
